Thursday, December 30, 2010

Saying goodbye to 2010

JANUARY

Started the first month of 2010 with another holiday, to Phuket Thailand.
2nd time within 6 months. :)
But 1st time on ATV. Totally jatuh cinta!
Walaupon lepas 5 minit ibu jari dah tak rase..dan cuba melawan perasaan nak bawak motor pakai ibu jari kaki..

 Phuket ATV yg tak berapa best. Next time will definitely go to the ones in Phang Nga

FEBRUARY

Walaupon poket tak berapa nak recover, we had yet another holiday, this time to Miri and Brunei.
Kali nih lebih kepada melawat keluarga SIL sambil makan angin kekdahnya.. hehehe.. Pegi Brunei pon sebab BIL belanja lobster.. yummm..

Definitely will go to Miri again, hopefully in 2011.. Terbayang2 crab cili yg sedap nak mampos tuh.

 And the most important 'things' in Miri are these munchkins

MARCH

Must be busy with work. Aside from that, tak ingat anything important with March.. hehe.. Blog pon tak update sangat during this month.

APRIL

Lepas dah sakan bercuti2..Allah turun kan dugaan sket..So dapat la merasa masuk bilik bedah kat TMC..hehe.. rase macam dah lamaaa jek.. The only think i remembered was the 3 weeks long mc!! hehehe..Tu nama dia upside potential..

14 April 2010 also marks the 12 years me and mr husband became a couple.. Kalau ade anak dah nak UPSR tahun depan ok.. hahhaha..

 Aku tak sempat nak tengok pemandangan indah seperti dalam gambar nih.. For me, hanya sempat tengok muke doktor bius, lepas tuh terus gelap dunia.. Sangat bersyukur akak tak tido trus nyehs..huhu..

MAY

During my recovery after the laparoscopy, sempat pegi on another holiday.. hehehhe..
Kali ini to our annual Percutian Pulau-Pulau.. Destinasi terpilih ialah Perhentian.

 Mrs dot @ BubuLong Perhentian Island..

JUNE

Pejam celik pejam celik.. Dah setahun aku berlabuh kat kompeni hijau nih.. Rase cam baru jek semalam resign PwC and join MAS.. Even tho i didn't regret my decision leaving MAS, but i do miss MAS.. Especially the annual free tickets..huhuhuh..

 MAS in memory..Mase nih hari2 parking sebelah kapal terbang..Had lots on fun and met lots of fantastic friends in MAS.

JULY

Tiba tiba dah masuk bulan Julai.. cepat jek mase berlalu kan..
Rase cam baru last week jek kitaorg akad nikah.
Time does fly when you're having fun..and being married is FUN! hehe

Not a single day past by, that I did'nt thank Allah for such a wonderful husband..
You rock my world Husband :)

 Beginning of our married life on 070707
And it seems only yesterday we went for our FIRST ever honeymoon..
 Our first honeymoon setelah bergelar Mr and Mrs Mann in 2007, at Gemia Island.. Look how slim i looked back then! Sekarang tinggal kenangan..sob..sob.. *terus lari amik kunci keta pegi gym! hahahha*

And since our first honeymoon tu, we promise each other to go on a honeymoon at least once every year.. This year we chosed Bandung Indonesia.
 3rd Wedding Anniversary = 4th honeymoon.. May many many many more to come..Aminnn..

I've said it before, and i will say it again. To all the married couples out there, sila pegi honeymoon as and when you can.. Tak semesti nya nak kena pegi oversea jek, mana2 pon boleh asalkan honeymoon.

Having said that, dun give me the "alaa..tak heran..hari2 pon honeymoon ape!"

Kepala hotak kau.. Hari2 tu KEHIDUPAN nama dia.. bukan honeymoon.. huhuhuh.. Memang la kasih sayang tuh hari2, tapi honeymoon is the time to destress.. just the 2 of you.. Tak semak kepala ngan keja.. ngan domestic chores.. ngan maid.. ngan apepe masalah lain.. Yang ade anak tuh, aku tau some tak sampai hati nak tinggal anak.. So bawak la anak sekali takpe.. lagik best kalau bawak maid, pehtu maid jaga anak korang gi enjoy..hahahha..

AUGUST

Aku pon selalu beringat..Allah itu adil..Semua orang ade bahagian masing2.. so sometimes you're up and sometimes you're down..

August is the month that I'm down..

Di uji oleh Nya dengan sakit gigi..huhuhuhu.. Nak kena cabut gigi geraham bungsu yg no. 3..

 And for some reason, it goes haywire.. Merana la aku kat situ seminggu.. Sakit dia adelah jauhhhh lebih sakit daripada time aku lepas laparoscopy tu dulu..huhuhuh.. and the upside of this, is again mc seminggu.. hehehhehe.. Tahun nih mmg tahun sakit la.. Total mc selama 3 setengah tahun kat PwC pon tak leh lawan total mc yg aku amik untuk tahun 2010 nih je.. huhuhuhu.. Berdoa beroleh kesihatan yg baik in the future.. 

SEPTEMBER

Lepas baik sakit gigi, kitaorg pegi holiday lagik...hehehhee..
Kata stress nyeh sakit gigi kan.. huhuhu..

Kali nih ke Taipei Taiwan plak..

Since gi holiday berdua jugak, so it's like another honeymoon for 2010.. hehehe..
But we had more of an adventure than a honeymoon.. sebab Language itself is a challenge already.. tu tak crite pasal makan lagik tuh..hehehe.. Walaupon begitu, aku tetap balik dengan gemok.. cis!

 Mrs dot bergumbira kat taman Doraemon..

OCTOBER

Bulan nih Endran and Louisa kawen, and reception sbelah lelaki kat Melaka..
So we took this opportunity untuk pegi mini getaway at Melaka..

 My faveret cendol kat Melaka.. Tapi masih takleh challenge cendol pulut mamak depan The Store kat Sitiawan tuh..hehehhe..

NOVEMBER

This is the month when we chosed to do our 1st IUI treatment..
Cost dia dekat sama ngan Taiwan holiday..hahahhaha..
Dan dah tertulis masih belom rezeki kitaorg, our first attempt at IUI gagal.
It's ok.. What doesn't kill you will only make you stronger!
And instead of mopping around questioning fate, we resume our happy life together.

 Have faith! Crossing our fingers for a 2011 miracle.

DECEMBER

Dan sebagai bulan penutup..we went for yet another holiday for this year..
Kali ini destinasi pilihan ialah Singapore..hehehe..

Maka tercapai la KPI saya untuk tahun 2010..untuk pegi bercuti at least 6 kali setahun.. :)

 Mrs and Mrs Mann at Siloso Beach, Sentosa Island, Singapore

In a nutshell, 2010 has been a good year for me.. Sometimes up..sometimes down..Everytime I'm down, lepas tu I pick myself up again.. usually with a great holiday.. Work is good.. Health is good (walaupon in between tu banyak di uji ngan masalah kesihatan..takpe la..menghapuskan dosa2 kecil)..

Hasrat nak dapat baby masih belum tercapai tahun 2010 nih.. dah diusahakan ape yg termampu untuk tahun ini.. so no point bersedih dengan ape yg di luar kawalan kami..

..and yg paling penting sentiasa happy disamping yg tersayang.. (sila angkat tangan sape nak ngaku yg tergolong dalam list "tersayang" aku? hehhehe)..

With that.. Goodbye 2010..

PS: Company ijau tu kasik cuti gantian Isnin depan.. Korang ado? hehehehhe..

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Year end is not for working :P

Hari pertama bekerja semua setelah lama bercuti.
.. blank inside..
hahaha

Terbayang katil and comforter kat umah..
Kalau ade leman dalam bayangan aku tuh, lagik la membuak2 je keinganan nak balik..hahahha..

I shud have stayed at home.
Memang aku tak bley nak keja ujung2 tahun nih.
Sejak mula bekerja back in 2003, tak pernah sekali pon aku tak amik cuti seminggu from christmas sampai new year.
Terer tak? hehehe

Zaman jadik auditor dulu kalau terpaksa keja ujung tahun pon mesti sebuk ngan stock take jek.. so sebab leh pakai jeans gi stock take takde la rase keja sangat pon.. hehehe..

Semalam was fully used to enjoy..

Pepagi dah bangun pegi massage at Rantau Ecoscience..


Sangat heavenly ok.. Rantau Ecoscience nih bukan tempat kalau nak suasana spa aman damai tu tau (walaupon dia ade jugak scrub and sauna).. Kitaorg pegi branch kat Kepong.. Sangattttttt worth it massage dia ok.. Sangattttt sedap dia urut sumpah tak tipu.. So selalu kalau aku nak betui2 kan otot dan tulang2 sini la aku pegi.. selalu = baru 3 kali.. hehehhe..

Tapi seriyes sedap dia urut..and selalu kitaorg amik 2 jam punye session.. Bole la pegi try ye.. 2 jam dalam RM90 sahaja.. diorang jugak buat home service untuk orang lepas bersalin..

Kalau feeling nak spa aman damai tuh aku pegi Zensation jek..Tapi lately nih tempat nih pon dah macam tak best.. Last aku body massage arituh 1 hour, tapi sakit dia macam.. lepas kena urut makin sakit plak.. hahaha.. mase kena urut tuh pon aku asek kejang2 kan badan sebab teknik dia tak best.. Tukang urut yg aku suke tuh dah balik kampong for good.. sob..sob..

Lepas selesai massage.. dengan badan dan rambut yg berminyak2 tuh.. kitaorang pegi Redbox@Curve..

Mula2 offer mic pade abah.. dia kata..

"Takpe..takpe..abah nak tengok jek.. jgn risau kan abah"

Tapi lepas dia dah warming up sampai tak lepas mic dari tangan ok! hahaha

Dan lepas Redbox kitaorg pegi tengok Little Fockers..Dah la aku pakai suar pendek..sejuk macam dok dalam ice box ok..huhuhuh.. and lawak dia pon takde la klakar sampai rase nak terkencing.. (Ayong sempat tido! hahahha)..
Kalo ko tanye aku, beli jek la dvd kaler ferfel tuh.. hahahah..

Jessica Alba dalam citer nih macam gedik melampau and annoying.. sampai aku rase nak lempang2 jek.. huhhuhu.. padahal selalu aku suke jek si Jessica Alba nih tau..

Lepas tuh early dinner at Waroeng Penyet and that concludes our outing today..

Besok dah mintak cuti daripada boss..dan dah approved dah pon..wehuuu.. so besok adelah hari bergolek golek di rumah bersama kucing2 sambil pagi tuh bangun babai babai leman pegi keja kat depan pintu.. wahahahha..

Next post I'll do the JBR for Singapore ok..

Sebab husband kata: "Sayang..sila enjoy puas2 your lights (katanye bini nak pegi Singapore tengok lampukan..hehehe)..After this no more ok!"

hahhahaha.. baik la sayang.. next time kalau pegi Singapore kita fly and hanya untuk pegi Universal STudios sahaja ok..(ehem..saya terima ngan hati terbuka kalau awak nak bagik percutian nih sebagai hadiah anniversary nanti..hahahah)

Happy Holiday people! Enjoy it while it last..

Monday, December 27, 2010

I'm back but my holiday masih belom abes :)

Haluuu people..
I'm backkkkkk.. hehehe..
Letih nyo badan kaki maki semua.. huhuhu..

Nanti dah bertenang dot update ok..
Besok still cuti so pagi2 dah ade massage appointment.. pehtu sambung ngan redbox session..pehtu sambung plak ngan movie session..

I LOVE HOLIDAYS!
:)

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Sama Cantek Sama Padan

Owhhhh..
Cantekkkkkknye perempuan ini.. hehe..
 
marion caunter
 
Selamat Pengantin Baru smoge bahagia selalu buat pasangan ini..
 
Kesian dorang..dah kawen pon banyak yg pertikaikan lagik..
 
My take on this..
 
Well.. its not my money pon..
And kalau ye Marion just want the money, bukannye duit tu dapat kat aku pon..hahahaha..
 
So diam2 sudah..
And just be happy for other peoples happiness..
 
Dalam setiap rumahtangga.. the husband and wife je yg tahu everything..
So jgn campo hal umah tangga orang lain..
Sebab kita mungkin tatau their side of the story
 
Tapi seriously korang..
 
Kalau korang jejans..takkan tanak kot bini lawa camnih?
 
and kalau korang aweks2.. takkan tanak kot laki kaya dan bergaya camnih?
 
hahahahha..tepok dada tanye selera..
 
PS: Jawapan saya: Husband.. kalo SM Nasa nih ngorat i dulu2 pon i rejek... Sebab abang leman yg kurus cam kerengga ittew lah yg menjadi pujaan hatiku.. hahahaha.. err.. tapi kalau Takeshi Kaneshiro yg masuk line mungkin kedudukan mu dulu goyah..hahahahah..
 
PPS: Itu duluuuu..sekarang Takeshi Kaneshiro sekali pandang double chin akak dia dah lari sebatu nyeh..sob..sobbbbbb......(seb baik abang leman sayang lagik kan..kan..:))
 

Friday, December 17, 2010

Saya yg dah ter-gemok

Haihh..
Susah nye nak kurus..
 
Nih semua sebab aku dah takde mak sekarang..
sob..sob..
 
Dulu mase arwah mak ade.. dia selalu fire direct..
 
"Hahh..makan coklat banyak2.. nanti dah gemok menghabiskan duit beli itu ini nak kurus kan badan!"
 
Spottt onn.. terus tak selera ok nak makan dah lepas tuh.. hahahahah..
 
She's sooo right..
 
Sebab nye aku sejak dulu sampai sekarang.. walaupon dulu sebenar nye takde la gemok mana.. tapi takde la category kurus peha tak bergesel kan.. huhuhuhu.. So always struggling with my weight..
 
Bila dah rase ter-gemok sket mula la gelabah..
 
Ubat kurus la.. Machine la.. slimming centre la.. uhuhuhu...
 
Sekarang dah ter-gemok banyak..
LAGIKKKK laaa dah panik! huhuhu..
 
Cuma kali nih dah wisen up sket .. ehem..ehem..
 
Banyak la aku punya wisen up.. ACCA tak pass2 jugak.. hehehe.. (alasan: On a break from exam.. err.. dah 2 tahun pakai asalan nih..hehe)
 
What I'm saying is..
Maybe few years back.. Swipe dulu and pikir kemudian..
Sekarang kena pikir dulu baru leh swipe.. huhuhuh..
 
On one hand..I'm thinking to start herbalife again...
On the other hand..I'm so tempted to buy Premium Beautiful..
 
What's stopping me is the money.. huhuhu..
 
Herbalife pon dah mahal pade aku..ape kan pulak PB..
Tapi kiri kanan depan belakang tengok org kurus pakai PB..
So sangatttt la gatalnye tangan nak meng-order.. huhuhuh..
 
Tapi memikirkan duit yg nyawa2 ikan itu lah yg hendak ku bawa ke Singapore..
Dan bulan satu nanti nak reserve duit utk birthday pwesent leman.. (walaupon leman kata dia taknak apepe.. nak kasih sayang jek.. :P).. so aku ade lah berpikir 2 kali.. huhuhu..
 
For the time being..
At least for the past 2 weeks.. aku masih gigih ke gym at least 2 kali seminggu..Hari ahad pon gigih datang gym ok.. and at least satu sessi adelah bersama personal trainer (rase nak mati!)..
 
At the same time.. masih sangat disiplin mengguna kan U-Kimono.. Perut confirm akan pakai pagi sekali and malam sekali..everyday..
 
Kadang2 tuh leman bengang jek.. dia tengah sedap tido tetiba aku bergegar gegar kat sebelah.. malam2 bute plak tuh.. hahahahha..
 
On top of that.. adelah mencatu makanan macam orang somalia..(tipu!)
hehehe..oklah.. takde lah catu sangat pon.. cuma dah takde la nak makan bertambah2.. amik nasik paling banyak pon separuh.. itupon sehari either nasik for lunch or for dinner.. breakfast minggu nih langsung tak makan nasik lemak (sedihhhnyeee)... asek bantai oat and cereal..
 
Tapi yg paling sedih ialah..
 
Despite all my efforts above..
 
I still manage to GAIN ANOTHER KILO this week!!!
 
Babidoll betol lah.. like adding salt to wound you know.. huhuhuhu..
 
Nih rase nak gi makan coklat fingers nih balik karang.. hehehe.. (sape belom penah makan..sila la pegi beli..sedap nak mampos fingers by cadbury nih ok..hehe)
 
Okla korang..
mase untuk pulang..
Hari nih bercadang untuk pegi gym skejap and then yoga..
See.. despite not succeeding losing any weight..i still have faith..
My mission now is to at least lose back the weight that i gain this week!! hahahahha..
 
Have a great weekend ahead peeps~
 
 
 

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Update macam tak ikhlas

Ohmigod..
This week seems to drag on and onnnn..
Like lambat nyeeeeeeeeeeee nak hari jumaat! huhuh
 
Dah lama tak feeling camnih..
Sebab last few weeks ade course la.. cuti la.. mc la.. hehehe..
 
Finally besok friday...
Yahooo..
 
This week will be busy hunting..
Ahad plak nak gi pick up in laws balik haji.. wehuu..
 
Lepas tu next week keja 4 hari saje.. wehhuu lagikk..
 
Bosan gile my life at the moment..
Nothing to share..sebab tu dah lama tak update blog..
 
been busy researching on Perth..
Walhal lamaaaaaaaaaaa lagik nak pegi bercuti nye.. hehehe..
 
Gaji bulan nih macam dah non existance..
Tah ape aku beli ntah.. hahahha..
Seb baik gaji masuk ngam2 before pegi Singapore..
Walaupon takde nak beli apepe sangat kat sana :P
 
Ok leman dah sampai..Tata..

Friday, December 10, 2010

Bring it on!

Pagi tadi sakit perut.
So dah confirm la result DIY aku tuh 100%.
Ye.. si merah itu sudah tiba..
Elok jek timing nak celebrate christmas agaknye.. hahahah..
 
Tapi aku takde la sedih ke ape ke..
Lagipon kan dah test awal2 dah tau negative kan..
 
Hari nih follow up ngan dr. Dev lagik..
Harapan aku satu jek..jgn kena ronjang (vagina scan) sudah..
mau aku kejung kan badan atas tu.. hehehe..
Sebab aku ade baca kat mana tah.. period pon kena vagina scan..
Euuuwww..gross!
 
Semalam ade lah sessi gym yg ke-2..
Me and Ayong dah re-activate balik sesi bersama personal trainer (PT)..
 
Kitaorg dah di assign PT baru..
Kali nih kitaorg decide untuk train together gether..
Itu pon pihak gym macam kecoh2 kata takleh train together..
Poyo gile..padahal bukan nye ayong sorang jek bayar and aku melukut di tepi gantang session dia..
We have a seperate account.. so macam menguntungkan PT tuh sebab train sekali jek kan.. Payment still dapat 2 jugak.. hehehe..
 
PT nih means business..
Dia kata..satu minggu mesti tunjuk muka (at least) 3 kali kat gym..
Maksudnye session ngan dia mesti 3 kali seminggu..
 
Kelmarin kitaorg dah datang..
Tapi dia buat ringan2 jek..
Suh cardio sikit.. and yg lain2 tu lebih kepada memperkenalkan machines and consultation and weight lifting..Dekat 2 jam sessi rabu tu ok..
 
Kesian leman muke dah terbalik..
sebab dia takde personal trainer.. so 2 jam kat gym tu member macam dah hilang arah tujuan.. hahahah.. 
 
Semalam kitaorg pegi sessi ke-2 untuk minggu ini..
 
AND IT WAS HELL!!!
 
We did cardio all the way..
 
Did i mentioned it was hell?
huhuhuhu..
 
Sampai tahap dah tak lalu nak angkat peha/betis/kaki..
Semua dah longgar.. tapi still kena push jugak..
 
I think i torn one ligamen or two in the process.. hehehe..
 
What keeps me going?
 
Muka ayong yg dah rupa pelarian.. hahahahah..
Aku rase muka aku pon dah macam orang nak mampos jugak.. cuma nya aku tak nampak muka sendirik.. so dapat gelakkan ayong dalam hati pon ok la..
 
Balik malam tadik serius rase nak nangis..
 
Mandi syampoo rambut pon rase teruk macam merentas desa 5 kilometer.. huhuhu..
Sebelom tido siap sapu minyak panas sebab kaki dah sakit.. sob..sob..
 
Bila bangun tido.. on top of sakit kaki dan badan.. sakit perut plak.. nice combo eh!
 
But since it's friday.. my mood is happy..
 
Esok pagi ade massage session.. I can't wait.. It;s about time my body need some TLC..
 
Then ahad ade our 3rd PT session for this week.. uuuwwwaaaa.. nangisss...
 
My aim is to loose 5 kilo by end february.. sebab lepas tu kan nak continue TTC journey kan..
At least I have some provision for my crazy cravings and what not later kan.. hehhehe..
 
Actually even after i loose that 5 kilo tu pon i'm still consider overweight..but we start small ok.. I like to be realistic.. (ehem..materialistic pon ye jugak.. hahahha)
 
On top on the newly started exercise routine.. I am also officially on diet..
 
Ade sesape nak herbalife tak? i nak tumpang order boleh? zue kamu dah tak minum herbalife kah? Banyak2 product kat pasaran yg aku dah cuba.. antaranye.. herbalife.. jus mate..usana.. personally i like herbalife.. so rase macam nak start balik.. (yee.. i can picture my husband gelak guling2.. sebab dia buang 4 botol herba life yg semua tinggal separuh.. sebab bini dia dah setahun biar botol2 tuh dalam kereta dan tak berusik.. hehehehhe).. Itu duluuuuu la sayang.. nih sekarang..
 
TAHUN BARU.. AZAM BARU..
 
Bring it on babeh!
 
PS: I can live with oats and diet cereals for breakfast.. and I can control my lunch.. but I'm always at lost when it comes to dinner.. sighhhh.. tu belom sebut pasal supper lagik tuh.. ngehngehngeh.. 
 

Thursday, December 09, 2010

Time out!

Hello December!

I love this month..rase cam nak gi holiday jek hari2.. hehehe..
Neway, 1st IUI bust.. it's ok.. life goes on..

Maybe because we went into the procedure with an open mind.. and taking into consideration the success rate.. we're not crushed by this failure.. (not yet anyway..huhuhu)..just a lil' bit dissapointed.. (for me anyway..especially bila mengenang kan duit2 yg berterbangan itu..hahahhaha..kidding.. redho babes.. redho!)..Duit boleh di cari kan.. (kalo korang jumpa lebih passing kat aku sket pliss..)

At first, when I restarted my TTC journey few weeks back.. i put EVERYTHING in my life on hold..
Ok.. mainly Holiday plan yg semua put on hold..hehehhe..
I'm the kind that plan my holidays one year earlier.. kata budget traveller kan.. harus setahun sebelom tiket semua dah bersusun dah.. hehehe.. tapi sebab tgh planning nak buat anak.. tak berani la nak book apepe kan..

But lepas dah dapat result negative tuh.. my holiday plans are back on track.. hahahha..
Takleh tahan youols.. tangan gatal jek nak booking plak tuh si red fren tuh asek buat sale jek..

So my holiday plan for 2011 dah siap susun..

December 2010: Singapore
February 2011: International ticket semua mahal. High probably domestic holiday je.
May 2011: Redang
July 2011: Mini honeymoon at Genting Highland (hahahahha..poyo gile.. nak gi genting pon siap nak plan :P.. well.. walaupon dekat but still nak kena pakai duit kan..so kena la include dalam plan)
August 2011: Rahsia.. cannot be disclosed yet sebab belom confirm.. mudah2an di izinkan Allah..aminn..
October 2011: Honeymoon at Perth
December 2011: Depending on kadar kewangan.. tapik rase nye after Perth mungkin dah tinggal nyawa2 ikan..so dekat2 jek la kot.. kalau dapat tiket murah..nak pegi Bali plisss..

I love my holiday plans.. it give me purpose and timeline... hahahhaha..

We've decided to take a break on TTC sampai February 2011.. let nature runs it course... Aku ingat aku nak request doctor buat HSG sekali lagik.. kalau everything okay after that, we may want to proceed with IUI one more time.. Kalau tak? Shudders to even think about it..sebab cost IVF is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy over our budget.. sob..sob.. kat TMC average per cycle is around RM25K.. confirm la takleh bersuka ria setahun dua kan.. so not cool.. uhuhu.. so we'll see how..

And we've decided, we will run our life as we see fit..kalau dah sampai rezeki nak dapat baby in between our life plan.. we'll adjust as and when..

Another thing yg stressful about TTC this round is.. the weight gain.. I'm pilling on the kilos..

Memang la dah sedia ter-gemok (eceh..heheh) lepas kawen kan.. But sebab TTC..asek la takut2 nak lasak2 kan.. So now I've decided to put TTC with medical intervention on hold.. and try by bestest to pull down some of my weigh first (ehem.. macam familiar jek nih kan..hahahha..well.. katanye nak masuk tahun baru dah nih nyehs! ;) )

Ye la..time lepas IUI tu.. nak gi gym pon takut.. rase macam..kang lari lebih2 tercicir plak telor aku kang.. hahahha.. lari??? fat chance! Padahal jalan jek lebih...heheheh.. but then, better be safe than sorry la kan..


Plak tu.. stage craving hari tuh kan.. mmg saiko gile.. sebbaik I've passed that stage.. I can slowly start to control my diet again.. (sambil terbayang nasik lemak rendang ayam mesra.. )

So wish me luck! Confirm I need them.. hehehhe..
I have 3 months before I start my TTC journey again..
Semoga Allah permudah kan segala urusan ku.. Aminn..

Monday, December 06, 2010

DIY result

1 word: NEGATIVE!
 
2 words: It's Okay.
 
3 words: Allah knows best.
 
4 words: Better luck next time!
 
5 words: We're going to Singapore babeh